When my craziness is coming back again..~

weehoooo~

mmg kalo stay kt umah sgt heaven.. seriously.. ahahaha.. sbb aku bley bermalas-malasan tahap x hengat dunia~~ ahahahahaha!

yes.. bermalas-malasan sampai nk update blog pn aku rasa sgt malas.. bknkah itu petanda yg sgt weird?? huhuhu~ tp logik la jugak kn? kalo da malas sampai tahap x kuar umah or lg teruknya x kuar bilik ; hanya kuar bilik apabila kene sapu sampah, kene kemas umah, nk mkn, nk jemur bj, nk angkat bj, & nk tgk tv citer nenek kebaya yg tetibe wt aku ketagih atau dlm bahasa x senonohnya ialah gian separa sewel lately~~ ahahahaahaha! kalo x kerana sbb2 di atas, aku rse aku mmg stay dlm bilik aku 24 jam sehari.. ahahaha~ sampai mak aku da membebel igt anak dia merajuk ke ape ke n sampai ayah aku da siap2 ugut nk cabut cable modem streamyx kalo aku x kuar bilik~ ahahahahaha! siot je~ :))

nk wt cmner? aku sampai je umah time start cuti 3 minggu lps, aku da bertungkus lumus heret cable n modem streamyx masuk dlm bilik.. utk memudahkn keje online, mendownload dan sama erti dgnnya.. haha~ so, bila syurga dunia da berada dlm bilik, perlukah aku nk kuar bilik melopong dpn tv dgn program2 tv yg mcm hampeh?? oh tidak!! lupakan je.. aku just duduk dpn tv pkl 4.30 - 5.30 ptg je setiap ari isnin hingga khamis.. semata2 nk tgk citer nenek kebaya.. waktu2 len?? maaf la.. aku x lyn.. sampai aku rasa xde tv pn xpe.. ahahaha~ melodi kt tv3 yg satu ketika dulunya menjadi rancangan kegemaran sudah hilang manisnya bg aku.. ini disebabkn aku da lm x tgk tv n program tuh maka minat aku pn semakin hilang.. bagus jugak la.. x pyh nk berebut tv yg sebuah tuh dgn adik2 aku yg len.. aku conquer internet sudahh!! wakakakaka~

skrg neh aku byk abeskn masa tgk balik sume concert my one n only idol.. kalo korean version; dari zaman DBSK pnye Rising Sun Showcase, 1st Asia Tour - Rising Sun , 2nd Asia Tour - O concert sampai yg latest iaitu 3rd Asia Tour - Mirotic Concert (maaf ye.. dvd concert neh x release lg.. so, aku download TBS Japan nyer version.. hahah).. kalo japanese version plak; dari zaman Tohoshinki pnye 1st Live Tour - Heart, Mind and Soul concert, Premium Mini Live, 2nd Live Tour - Five In The Black concert, 3rd Live Tour - T concert sampai yg latest jugak iaitu 4th Live Tour The Secret Code - Final in Tokyo Dome.. aku x jemu2 repeat tgk bnde yg sama dlm masa 3 minggu kt umah neh.. hoho~ yelah, dlm saat2 genting mcm neh, i need to have my faith in my one n only idol.. dear, we'll fight together.. no worries~~ okeh.. tkuar dr topik sudahhh~ :))

so, bila da abes repeat sume koleksi video dorg yg beratus2 dlm laptop + 2 external hdd aku, aku pn mula la giler tgk tv jepun online.. sejak aku jmpe balik installer KeyHole TV dlm external hdd aku time aku godek2 tgk sume video last week, aku pn mula la start balik perangai hampeh aku melayan sume channel tv jepun yg ader dlm keyhole TV tuh.. ahahahaha~ walaupun x fhm, aku x kesah.. dr channel TBS, CNN, Fuji TV, TV Asahi sampai ke channel radio Tokyo FM, FM Yokohama, ZIP FM, FM Nagasaki dan len2 lg sume nye aku lyn.. ahahahahah~ giler x aku?? yg lg kelakarnya, bkn aku fhm pn.. ahahahaha~ tp best dowhh.. :))

dan esok (2 Disember 2009) adalah hari yg ku tunggu2.. akan ku pasang channel フジテレビ - Fuji TV coz esk my precious Tohoshinki ( together n forever 5 ye ) akan attend FNS Song Festival.. hehh~ excited la aku nk tgk perf dorg secara LIVE esk setelah ter'miss' 1st perf dorg last thursday since their last perf together at a-nation 09 3 months ago.. yelah.. khamis lps aku balik kulim, my dad's hometown sbb raya aidiladha.. =.= dgn x bley online coz xde streamyx kt umah nenek aku + xde broadband (kalo aku ade, mmg x jd keje.. so, baik x pyh ade.. ade wireless kt hostel pn sampai x bergerak aku dr dpn laptop..ade streamyx kt umah pn sampai x kuar2 bilik.. kalo ada broakband, lg la teruk perangai aku nanti.. hahahah) mcm kucing nk beranak aku time tuh sbb x bley tgk live perf dorg.. last2 aku geram sgt, aku bley pegi tido awal time mlm raya tuh.. hahahaha~ tension pnye psl.. hampeh tol aku.. mak aku, cousins, makcik2 n sume org bz balut ketupat, mkn rendang n mcm2 bnde yg sepatutnya dibuat pd mlm raya, aku plak sedap je tido sambil melayan iPod Nano aku (sume lagu dorg je.. hahaha) dlm bilik..ahahaha~ itulah penangan DBSK TVXQ! Tohoshinki.. sampai aku xde mood wohhh nk raya.. ahahaha~

so, esk mmg aku lepak dlm bilik jelah sehari suntuk psg channel フジテレビ - Fuji TV dr pg sampai ptg sbb aku x tau pkl bper program tuh start.. pg esk aku nk try stalk fan blog dorg.. ahahaha.. nk tau start pkl bper program tuh pnye psl.. :))

yoshhhhhhhhhhh~ forever 5, babe~~~~ :))

And I'm sort of craving for hoodies right now...~

ahhhh~ i don't know if i uploaded this pic or not here a long time ago because i had this pic on my facebook page. but in case if i didn't upload it yet, here is one of my most beloved treasure~ :)

- its mine.. Giordano Cheer U Up! -

and i bet someone had this thought in his/her mind right now.. "what?? Cheer U Up! t-shirt? so?? there is nothing special about it.".. okay.. don't worry.. i'll answer your question sincerely.. :)

for your information, this t-shirt is not the same with other t-shirts.. it's something special for me seriously.. actually, i bought two.. hahaha! one for me and one for my lil bro, Amar.. :)) and one of the reason that i bought this Giordano Cheer U Up! t-shirt is..... just look at the pic below.. *grin*

- I'll Cheer U Up!, my boyfy~

kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!~ my Jae owned this t-shirt too!!! ahahahaha! and he even wore it when he and other DBSK members was heading to Japan in June. :)) so.. i think your question got the most logical answer, right?? yaaa.. call me crazy or being posessed by his love or what.. i don't care e e e e e e e~ :)

and rite now, i've been hooked on hoodies.. ahahahahaha.. i love hoodie to be honest but i never seen any nice hoodies before this.. ahahaha.. and when just now i saw Yuri SNSD's pic, i'm shocked + mesmerized.. and she is wearing this hoodie on that pic.. Cheer U Up! hoodie to be exact!!

- Gimme this! -

it's all about Cheer U Up! for this post!! and of course i'm craving for this hoodie right now!!! i want it!! the most freaking nice hoodie on earth that i ever seen! ahahahah! anyone would like to give my birthday gift next year in advance??? i don't mind to get my birthday gift 3 month earlier from my actual birthday! :p

just want to let u know that last night and this evening, i sent the vote email to International Cassiopeia Projects. vote for what?? vote for the most favourite DBSK hoodie design.. and anyone can buy that hoodie once the result for the chosen hoodie will be announced in a day or two from now.. :) fyi, we can vote for TOP 3 hoodie design that we love most and i vote 3 hoodie designs just like in those piccas below.. :)

- 1st choice -

- 2nd choice -

- 3rd choice -

i love it!! ahahahaha.. fyi, they will get a manufacturer to produce it if they reach a minimum order. and each hoodie would be around $20USD - $30USD if there's a large order. don't ask me if i'm going to buy it or not because i'll buy it for sure.. hahahah! Online shopping again!! ahhh.. it's okay.. just once.. i can't missed this chance,right?? so, for more details about this cassie's project, just click their LiveJournal or Facebook ... *grin*


okay.. last but not least.. are u remembered about this POST?? well, it's good news.. ahaha.. for me of course.. I just got my AKTF t-shirt that I ordered last month through SayangDBSK forum.. :)) here it is~ lalalalalalalalalala~ :)

- front-

- back -

sorry, I zoom in for those quotes on that t-shirt while took the piccas.. so, u can't see the whole t-shirt in those pics.. ahahahah!

the conclusion : I want Cheer U Up! hoodie for sure.. thank you! ahahahaha!!


p/s : I really20000x love Changmin with his new hairstyle.. ahh.. seems like DBSK HUG season is coming back!! :)

- My Changmin -

- new revolution of Shim Changmin -

The reason and the decision~

I felt so helpless lately.. more to feel numb and dull.. and it can’t be helped when I’m keep thinking over my feelings.. and as the result, it caused my heart felt so painful when I knew I can’t do something to reduce that pain..

Somehow I felt being betrayed by someone that I knew very well.. someone that I didn’t expect to do something like this towards myself. I don’t know if I’m being hallucinating about it or this is the reality that I need to face for the rest of my life?? Seriously, I don’t have any answer for this question..

And sometimes I felt like to scream until I lost my voice. And I hope it will help me to heal my shattered heart.. ermm.. am I thinking too much or am I being overreacted about this?? I don’t think so. =.=

What I’m supposed to do when I feel like everyone didn’t like me anymore? Didn’t love me anymore?? Or hate me so much?? I don’t know why I had such a stupid thinking like this but this is the truth that I need to accept. Of course I knew certain people hate me. And I knew among my friends, they feel the same towards me.. am I right? Oh. Don’t ask me why I spill out those craps-but-the-truth because I knew that I’m right. I knew it very well.. more than u thought..

I don’t want to be such a hypocrite person. Never for the rest of my life.. I just want to be a better person right now than before. Be a trusted person among my friends. Being a good listener among them. Being a helpful person among them too.. be a good person towards everyone.. are those so difficult? Well, it will be like that if they keep looking at me like I’m an alien. Yeah.. an alien or sort of that. Hurm.. how unlucky I am..

But I don’t care at all because I knew myself better than others. My family knew me very well. My BFF too.. it’s more than enough for me.. and just let it be like that..

So, I think my decision to not attend my diploma graduation ceremony next year is the wise decision that I never made before. Why?? It’s my right to attend it or not, right? So, I’m not going there.. I just don’t have any interest to be there.. just like that..

Sorry to say, one of the reason that I made this decision just because I lost my trust towards everyone that I recognized there. Everyone.. seriously. No doubt. To be honest, I don’t want to make any harsh statement here but I think it’s enough before I lose my patience completely.. and I believe that everything that I had there along 3 years ago must remain there too. Starting right now, I won’t keep in touch with everyone that I used to meet there along 3 years ago except for certain people that I cherish every second in my life that I knew can count on.. I bet this certain people, u know who u are.. my BFF.. Thanks for everything. I knew that u guys will be by my side every breath of mine.. thanks.. love always.. Friends till eternity~

And I believe that I need to make a move right now. To get a better life. And I will keep walking along my own life path to be a better person and I know I’ll find my happiness in future. So, to achieve that aim, I need to forget everything.. I need to forget every memory that I had there.

And the most important is..

I don’t want to look back anymore.. Not once. Not twice. Not at all…

p/s : My dear ‘Mong’ wifey, please tell me that I should doing like this.. it’s for my heart after all. Please support me for my decision because I can’t do this alone. Will u?? :(

Evergreen~

Memories stained with tears
Your voice rings in my ears
Hidden by color, I'm getting exhausted
My eyes keep trembling

In my heart it's raining
And it has been covered with rust
Now I remain as one piece of puzzle
And you are calling me.

Evergreen, evergreen
Like an inexperienced fool
I lived without seeing the love you were giving me
From now on I won't let you cry
I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you

My heart that beats like crazy, and
The rain has disappeared and it has all become clear
Hoping you'd be there listening, at the end of this road
My eyes are looking for you
I wonder if you are listening to it, somewhere

Evergreen, evergreen
Like an inexperienced fool
I lived without seeing the love you were giving me
From now on I won't let you cry
I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you

Without you, I can't see anything
Without you, I can't hear anything
Don't cry, though you're alone without me now
I'll embrace you and wipe away your tears

Evergreen, evergreen
Like an inexperienced fool
I lived without seeing the love you were giving me

From now on I won't let you cry
I'll be the warmth that covers any sadness and embrace you.


T____T

Our lines~

He said :

" Our friendship is than stronger all else because we are breathing the same air, speaking the same thoughts
and living one dream.. "

and I replied :

" Of course this will make sense because I thought the same like yours..
Friendship is LOVE..
and loving you is my favourite mistake..
Even though i realized that,
nothing can stop me from loving you.. "

Best Asia Star~

ermm.. last nite, i watched MNet Asian Music Awards 2009 (MAMA) or as known as MKMF Awards last year and the previous year.. the one n only reason that i watched that event because of Jaejoong, Yoochun & Junsu appearance like they said 2 days before that event.. I watched MAMA online through GOMTv and it took a lot of time and my patience because this LIVE event video was lagged like hell.. i need to refresh my browser a few times before i can watch it clearly..
:)

and DBSK won Best Representative of Asia awards in this event!!!! omg.. when they announced that, i just stared at my lappy's screen for a few second.. seriously, i didn't expect that since that i don't have any single idea about this category..hahaha! but it's great!! awesome to be exact! I thought JaeChunSu just came as the guest but they received that awards on DBSK's name instead.. as DBSK's members.. Is it okay for u, SM??? Of course not because they released their statement this morning and keep telling everyone that JaeChunSu had no right to receive that awards on DBSK's behalf.. hoho~ like WE care, SM!! If u sort of forgot about something, let me tell u once again.. Jaejoong, Yoochun n Junsu still being DBSK members for god sake!!! what the heck are u talking like that?? they never disband or such, right?? NEVER!!! so, get your butt away!!

After they received that awards, the trio gave their speech.. watch the vids below..




Junsu stated "It's been a long time. It's an honor just to be able to attend such a huge event, but being able to receive an award, thank you so much. This award is not for one single member, but because all 5 members have put forth so much effort we are able to receive it. Thank you so much to all of our fans in Asia for allowing us to receive such a huge award." while Yoochun stated "I think this is the first time I've wanted to sing so badly. After becoming a singer, I was able to meet such great members, that's why I think we are able to be here. We will work even harder to expand beyond Asia. We hope for even more support than now." and the most touched part when Jaejoong said "I can't be happier because this award is coming directly from the fans of Asia. To our fans who are watching and possibly our two friends who are watching, I wanted to say that I love you.".. seriously, i cried like hell when watch Jaejoong said like that to Yunho & Changmin (he mentioned them as 'our two friends').. they looked so devastated and depressed.. this is my first time saw Jaejoong looked like not happy at all when received the awards.. i understand it well since it must be hard and painful for them to receive the awards without Yunho & Changmin.. T___T

- Jaejoong received the awards from CL 2NE1 -

- My JaeChunSu -

and i love Jaejoong's reaction last nite.. just forget his sad face.. he has such a baby face!! dorky! My joongie~~ :))

- Love him -

- Loving him -

- Always love him -

Dear my boys, keep holding on okay??? because i will too.. Always keep the faith okay?? because i always will too.. and let's not let go of each other and i believe that we will make it through together because all of u are everything for me.. I'll stand by U no matter what~

Forever 5! DBSK TVXQ! Tohoshinki Hwaiting!! :)

[UPDATED] When the most exciting dream is about to be come true..~

^_^

after almost 2 weeks I being so lazy like hell even though my final exam that I hate most just finished in that time, finally i got my spirit back to drag myself doing my usual routine ; update blog.. heh~

mianhe~ I'm not doing that (delay updating blog) on purposes.. seriously.. The one and only reason that i think reasonable to be the most logical one is 'no idea to share something here'.. ahahah.. hell yes.. i admit that! :p

for those people who read my blog (if i had one.. huhu), they must understand me well.. my writing style to be exact. I updated my blog mostly about myself, my daily life, every interesting event that i attended, korean & japanese thingy (the main highlight of those are : DBSK Tohoshinki, kpop, kdrama, jpop, jdrama, gadget, technology, concert, etc), my dreams, my family, my friends, my BFF, and last but not least is my precious one, Jaejoong.. :)

so, since the past two weeks, what i can say is I didn't have any interesting yet enjoyable activities to share about here except online and have my everyday part time job during this semester holiday; downloader.. ahahhahahahaha~ and i ended up to put 'on hiatus' status unofficially on my blog for that reason that i listed above.. huhu~

okayyy.. i knew what u thinking about. several people must have the thought "how about DBSK?? u still have the reason to update the blog!".. ahahaha.. well, i bet for those people who are so in love with kpop or jpop already know about DBSK right now.. about Jaejoong,Yoochun and Junsu DBSK's lawsuit case towards their parasite-cruel-hell-annoying-crazy-idiot agency, SM Ent. and i told about this in my previous post.. a few post to be exact.. as u can see, i still keep my faith in them and decided not to talk about any bad thought/conclusion or any rumors about disbandment issues or whatever.. full stop. so, i'll update about them ONLY their upcoming activities/life/concert in my next post in future (when the right time comes).. Rumors are not allowed here especially about them! :))

hoho~ i need to put 'the end' sign for my babbling here.. haha~ see, i have so much story to share about but i still have the thought that i didn't own one! =.=

okay.. back to the main topic.. or to this post's title to be exact.. Here it is.. the story has just begun.. :p

i had so much fun when chatting with one of my BFF, Yanasaja lately.. hey! it doesn't mean that i never had fun with her before.. but this time is so different because she just became kpop freak officially almost 2 months ago.. MC Mong die-hard-fan to be exact.. haha! seriously, i'm freaking happy because finally i got someone who has the same interest like mine,, we can talk about korean stuff non stop and almost everyday!! haha! it's fun, right???? *grin*

and I love u, Yana for the freaking awesome idea that u told me two days ago while we had our conversation through SMS.. what the heck is all about???

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! finally, i'll going to SOUTH KOREA with her in 4-5 years from now on!!! and of course i'll going there after i finished my degree first! same goes to yana since she and one of our BFF, Tiqszie have been accepted to UiTM Shah Alam to further their studies in January 2010!! Congrats dear!! so, we'll going to South Korea once both of us finished our studies and when our saving is enough to pay all the fees for that purpose! Kyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!! I LOVE U, Yana!! truly love u dear!!

when i almost sure that i'll going to South Korea for my vacation by myself or alone to be exact since friends of mine seems don't have the same interest like mine, she light up my life and give the best gift ever by told me that she will going with me!!!! ahhhhhhh~i still can't believe this fact.. seriously..but i know that i have to since this is the truth!! hahaha~ Yeayyyy! *grin* so, in order to pursue our dream, we need to start saving our money!! we need at least 5k to go there.. and i need to be careful when using my scholarship money in this 4 years.. ahahah~

Reminder : please behave yourself, adila.. Throw away 'shop till u drop' method that u used to love when go to shopping mall.. or else u don't have enough money to pursue your dream.. same goes to u, yana!!! stop online shopping!!! ahahahaha! and for me.. okay... i will because i know its for my own good sake and for my Jae.. i'll visit him and go to his hometown, Chungnam soon!!! wait for me,dear!!!! :))

and this evening, i being crazy because i started to search about interesting places in South Korea.. hahaha~ what the heck.. LOL~ I just did it for fun.. nothing else.. :)

and the result of my crazy action this evening made me drooling.. why?? look at those breathtaking yet picturesque pictures of some places in South Korea that we'll going soon!! the compulsory places to visit! hahahahaha! enjoy!!!!!!!! :))

- South Korea's map -

- Jiri Mountain, Namwon -

- scenetic scenery of Jiri Mountain -

- Nami Island, Chuncheon -

- Central Pathway -

- during fall season -

- One of Winter Sonata's shooting place; Nami Island -

- Haeundae Beach, Busan -

- love love love -

- Peace Square, Mokpo City -

- day view -

- night view -

- Lotte World, Seoul -

- amusement park -

- indoor theme park -

- Everland, Seoul -

- Nandaemun Market -

- best & famous shopping area -

- Jeju Island -

- breathtaking scenery of Jeju Island -

- Teddy Bear Museum, Jeju Island -

- Who watched 'Princess Hour' drama before ??? :)) -

pic credit : Google


*and the latest good news that i got this morning (19 Nov 2009) is from Yana.. she told me that one of our BFF, Ayed would like to join us for our vacation in South Korea.. yeayyyyyyyyyyyy!! i love u Ayed!!! of course she don't have any problem to join us since she already work at Metrowealth Movie.Production right now.. yeah.. David Teo the owner.. of that company.. ahahaha~ :))

so, anyone wanna join us??? ahahahahaha~


p/s : the longest post that i never did before perhaps??? LOL~

Doushite~

doushite??

wae??

--------

why i'm kind of lazy to update this blog lately??

am i being so so so so blissful since i'm at home rite now until i almost forget this blog is currently exist???? :p

i knew that i'm being such a cruel person.. mianhe, my bloggie.. sorry!! =.=

seriously i didn't have so much story to tell about in this blog nowadays.. hontouni!! T__T

but i promise that..

i'll update once i have something to share about.. of course in this blog.. deal???

yeayyy! love u! :p


p/s : I miss DBSK.. the 5 of them.. officially.. =.=

Love is in the air~

yes..

My Final Exam Mode has been deactivated officially yesterday.. right after i'm finished with my last paper - Oral Interaction Skills.. so, yeayy for freedom.. :)

actually, i'm supposed to be at home rite now.. seriously.. i bought train ticket with Zul and Rafize and planned to go back with them with the same train but everything was changed on last minute.. they went back last night without me.. because i need to settle up my scholarship stuff first since JPA officer will come to UPM this sunday morning.. need to hand by all agreement form to them during that time.. and i'll heading back to my home sweet home on the same day.. but at the night.. :)

and rite now i'm sort of having inner crisis.. with myself.. with my alter ego.. with my heart.. seriously.. it seems i still can't adapt well with everything even though i thought i did well for this past few months.. what the hell exactly that i'm trying to do?? what i'm supposed to do?? to have everything is in their own path? :(

it's freaking hurt to find the answer when i knew that there is no answer for my thought.. not any single penny for it.. damn..

i'm still wondering about everyone who i can call as 'FRIEND'.. am i having one?? rite now?? seems like i have no one who i can count as a friend on certain times.. sorry to say..
full of regret.. :(

and starting rite now, i'll have a new revolution or the new point of view for 'friend' or 'friendship'.. because u can't simply pick someone and name him/her as your friend.. just leave me alone.. and i'll thank u for doing that when i ask u nicely to let me in my own world..


goshhhh~ i hate to blurt out something like this.. totally killing me.. just leave this part ok? =.=

if u ask me what is my plan after wrapped up my final exam week, totally i'll answer 'DBSK'.. anything about them.. i'll re-watch every their performance & concert again & again.. and i'll download any video related to them.. ooopppss! speaking of the devil.. i'm looking forward to see my jae's new movie.. scroll down to see that movie's poster.. :)

- Postman to Heaven -

nice is it? i'm really excited to watch this movie.. seriously.. i waited almost a year for this movie and finally it will release in 7 days from now! yeayyyyy! not in malaysia yet.. but seoul first.. :) it's ok.. i'll wait patiently for that.. anything for my Jae.. :)

- Love is in the air -

totally love him.. and always be.. :)


p/s : new blog theme's song.. Flower Lady by DBSK.. this song is killing me.. dying of happiness~ :)

You and I~

okayyy..

i'm so sorry! i knew that i'm supposed to go through on hiatus during this dead yet scary final exam week but i need to tell u that i'm so in love with this song!!!!!!!!!!!!

it's important to let u know especially YOU!! =.=

and seriously.. I fell in love with Park Bom's voice rite now!! Babe, u stunning me like hell by your song!! arghhhh!!! i can't believe it actually!!! :))

and furthermore, i'm also love to watch this song's mv every 20 minutes starting yesterday.. i just download this song's mv yesterday in high definition quality.. thrill!! :p

YOU AND I by PARK BOM 2NE1~

No matter what happens

Even when the sky is falling down

I’ll promise you

That I’ll never let you go..

You, even when I fall, you help me up without shaking one bit

with an unfaltering gaze

And You, during those hard times and until the end, you hold

Both of my hands and stay with me

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you

But for today, I am singing this song just for you

Tonight, within those two eyes, and your smile

I can see all the pain you’re trying to hide from me

You and I together. It’s just feel alright

I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says,

I’ll be there to protect you

You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands

I’ll never say “goodbye” to you, even when this world ends

Just like all of the others,

I’m sure our love will change a little bit at a time

But please don’t be sad

Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like a close friend

and someone you can lean onto

I promise you that I’m be right here baby

I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you

But for today, I am singing this song just for you

Tonight, within those two eyes, and your smile

I can see all the pain you’re trying to hide from me

You and I together. It’s just feel alright

I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says,

I’ll be there to protect you

You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands

I’ll never say “goodbye” to you, even when this world ends

I close my eyes lightly whenever those lonely nights come to me

I no longer fear when your breath holds me

No one in the world can replace you

You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together. It’s just feel alright

I will never leave you and no matter what anybody says,

I’ll be there to protect you

You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands

I’ll never say “goodbye” to you, even when this world ends

Just you and I

Forever

and ever..

the conclusion of this post.. Love is in the air.. not just with the person(Jae) but also with the song.. this song to be exact.. You and I.. :p

off to activate Discrete Structure's mode~ lalalalalalala~

1st Final Exam @ UPM~

I'm officially on hiatus starting from 26th October until 5th November 2009..

Final exam is just around the corner~ FIGHTING!! :p

A day with ribena lemon and being lazy...~

currently listening to : Chocolate Love by SNSD~
mode : bored~


i'm sitting in front of my lappy with a tumbler of ribena lemon by my side rite now.. goshhhh~ i'm bored!! even though i have so many jdrama & kdrama collection inside of my beloved external hdd and lappy, i'm still feel freaking damn bored.. gheezzzzz~

i didn't had so much info about my DBSK and Jaejoong lately.. seriously.. i didn't have any single idea about what they are doing rite now or their daily life.. it's not like that i really want to be their official stalker but i'm dying to know about them everyday.. especially Jaejoong.. i wonder if he is doing fine nowadays since i knew this is the tougher time than ever for him about his lawsuit case with Yoochun & Junsu towards their damn agency.. huhu~ okay. fine. call me the stalker.. a loyal one.. =.=

okayy.. my final exam is just around the corner.. but i still don't start my revision yet towards all the subject that i took this semester.. huhu.. my bad habit about last-minute-study-much-more-better never get rid from myself since ever.. hahaha~ i knew that is so wrong.. absolutely wrong to have kind of study habit like that but i can't change it.. i used to study like that and i think i will being the same now, in future and forever.. what should i do?? i can't think anything rite now.. O_o

and i realized that i'm getting lazy day by day lately.. or i'm always being lazy all the time?? hahaha.. silly me~ i guess this is syndrome for being missing my lil bro, Amar everyday.. he sent me a text message yesterday from his new vodafone number @ Bangalore.. but i didn't reply to his message yet.. i feel so hesitated about that.. should I or shouldn't? i'm scared if i reply him back then i''ll waiting for his reply back to me everytime.. i miss amar.. huhu~ amar, call me!!! T___T

last but not least...

I'll going out tomorrow.. 1st destination is KL Sentral.. to buy train's ticket to go back to my hometown on 5th November.. i'll going back on that day with Zul and Rafize.. hoho~ got 2 bodyguard for free.. hahahahaha~ and yes.. i'll going out tomorrow with them too.. we planned to watch Tsunami at Haeundae @ Midvalley since we cancelled our plan to go to KLCC because Zul's friend can't make it tomorrow.. it's ok though.. i just want to watch that movie damn much and never care about anything else.. and if we're sort of going crazy tomorrow, we'll end up to watch 2 movie instead i guess.. hahahaha.. and rite now i sort of craving for pizza.. guys, can we eat pizza @ Pizza Hut tomorrow??? =.=

that's all for today.. actually, i had so much work to do but i don't feel to do anything on those work yet.. maybe on sunday?? goshhhhh! lazy mode again!! i'm going to watch Zettai Kareshi and Family Outing again after this.. hahahahahaha~

have a nice weekend!! :)

Complete~

finally i realized that u made my life complete... :)


COMPLETE by SNSD (GIRLS' GENERATION)

As we pass by a fragrant road in this beautiful season
My cautious footsteps pound in my head
When you come closer while smiling for me
It feels like all the happiness in this world is mine.

The late afternoon sun wakes me up
And I don't know why but I smile

Although it might still be far in the future
I don't want it to just be a dream
Just one love
I hope to walk the same road together with you

Good morning Your morning call that wakes me up everyday
It feels like a morning we share together

You are more sweeter
Than the pretty candy you gave to me like in a movie

Although as time passes, we may change
Let's not let go of our hands
Just for love
Let's let this be our last love forever
I wish for that

Your love is just too precious
Oh it's true If we just look at each other
I want to be by yourself

Although as time passes, we may change
Let's not let go of our hands
Just for love
Let's let this be our last love forever
I wish for that

To make my life complete..

You make my life complete...



p/s : my new blog's theme song.. :p